AM I ASKING TOO MUCH? ? !

All I need is not to feel so much alone

All I need is a tender heart not hard as stone

All I need is to hear your voice on the phone

all I need is to know that you're fine

All I need is to know that you're mine

All I need is to know that I'm in your heart

Even If we are going to stay for so long apart

I'm not asking you to count every dropp of water in the rain!

All I need is to stop making me feel this pain

I'm not asking you to count every particle of sand on the shore!

All I need is to know that you Love me from your very inner core

All I need is to know that I'm the only one that you adore

I'm not asking you to make the birds swim and make the fish fly!

All I need is not to hear the word 'Goodbye '

I'm not asking you to climb a mountain so high!

Nor am I asking you to swim across the deepest sea!

All I need is to show me that you love me

I'm not asking you to walk a thousand mile!

All I need is a simple smile

I'm not asking you to make the trees blue!

All I need is to know that you're true

I'm not asking you for a diamond ring!

All I need is a much humble thing

All I need is your attention

All I need is affection

I'm not asking you for a princess dress!

All I need is something... much much less

All I need is a gentle caress

I'm not asking you for a castle of gold!

I'm not asking you for more than you could afford!

All I need is not to feel ignored

All I need is not to feel that you're bored

All I need is a kind word

I'm not asking you to make the year 14 months

! Nor am I asking you to make the week 8 days!

I'm not asking you to make the sun rise from the west!

All I need is to sleep on your chest

To hear your heart beat

All I need is to feel complete

AM I ASKING TOO MUCH? ? !

my poems.......my thaughts.!!! my life: d bst 1 i wrote till now......for my cutiepie.

my poems.......my thaughts.!!! my life: d bst 1 i wrote till now......for my cutiepie.: "in d cold dark night i had js started to dream...omg... wid a jump wanna scream a msg frm a heart...nw should i start???????? thaught twi..."

a rap..or maybe a painful heart

getting affected by an AWEFUL character.
.4r attainin support,is majority an only factor??.
.trustin sum1 widout encounterin d truth..
in D end d heart sayz 'ET TU BRUTE'.
.hypocracy!!..a word integrating pain..
.really my brain feels insane!.. 
a love for lust.huh!.no1 gives a damn abt d soul inside dis crust...
.constantly struggling 2 revolutionlize a smile...
my goal is stil a 1000 mile...
 Ya dis is what my brain screams..
a nightmare nt a f'n dream...
bt at d horizon,a ray of hope..h
anging in dis world on dis last rope..
.bunch of dears der 2 wipe mah tea..z..
.so bring it on life....
dis backbone gna screw u wid a knife.
.got a lotta buds wid me 2 spear n stun mah fear of givin up in dis nation...today took out ol my frustation on a boring hardcore tiring year..i rli thaught dat my end is nea..bt huh..m strong..i did nothin wrong.dats nt all folks..u r my building blocks..frnds i rli need u all..2day neard my fall......
.i wil fight this hardass dayz...so dat u could look at my face
 n feel proud seeing me becomin a man 
endin dis wid a promise dat i really CAN...yo!

love u mom..this one is dedicated to u

love u mom..

by Nikhil Chandwani on Monday, 26 July 2010 at 06:39

height of ossumness wid ur eternal beauty...lusty cutenes wid a smile,u cmplete ur duty..at d age of 42 look youngr dan me..integrates luv..nevr i only using 'WE'
helpin natr earnz a whole lotta respct..perfection in evry bitta aspect..love u mom dis 1 dedicatd 2 u..i feel proud bcuz i am 1 of few..lucky enough 2 hv u nea..ur presence evaporates mah egoistic fea..selfles natr i idolize u mom..nevr gives up! Ur alwayz in form..god lovin holy clean heartd soul..i bein a Man u have gotta whole lotta role..hehe i get scolded for coming home late..wid an emotional anger u stand nea.d gate....
Silent tear when i am sad..loud satisfaction when i am glad....
Brain is made up of sumation of patience...endin dis wid a promise dat no1 can disrespect dis relation...

love u maa
a rap/poem 4r u

a poem for my initial crush....when i was a kid i wrote..lol

ma cute love storiii (one sided) dedicated to u dear

by Nikhil Chandwani on Tuesday, 27 April 2010 at 10:35

it was 7th august dis year.....
her voice entered my ear
she joined my tution a bit late
but for me it was like an open gate..
i had maniiiiiiiii feelings for her in my heart
i was very shy at the start....
loved her eyes staring just mee
i used to stare her like a freaking honeybee
she was like a diamond in my soul
getting her by my side was my shear goal
she used talk wid her stunning sweet voice
huh!! she was really a cute and a right choice
i really thought m not worth
she was the reason why i smile on dis selfish earth
she knew me i didnt wanted to make her sad
i didnt wanted her to think that i am bad
so i didnt tell her anything about this
love spread in d air and dis was deeper dan a cheap kiss
she got apart suddenly to a new batch
for me it was like a dropped catch
i and her used to be together only 1 hr a day
after 5 days i thaught i may
i wrote a letter and wid all the feelings
huh!!! her soul was more than just appealing
she explained me everything that she cant like
i was broken wid a unusual strike
loved her alot i felt low
huh!! my friend used to tell that i was a bit slow
at last a light came on
all my sorrows where all gone
my best friends joined my tution and helped to sum extent
i made her my friend and all my sadness went
i used to message her in the happening night
huh! i used to think i was always right
24 days we talked every time
dis story is deeper dan a boring rhyme
she got influenced and differences were born
i felt like my soul was badly torn
i wanted to forget but really cant
she still in important for me like a vegge plant
love her still she is still around
i am not sad now i am happy wid my friend
its like a changed buggy trend
i feared her presence but hated her absence
now i dnt wna talk more about dis buggy nonsense
huh!! she stilli take me for granted
i suffered because of the love that was planted

for u my 2nd crush
:p :p
i know u not in my friend list
but hehe i wrote everything....

a very 1st poem of mine.......when i was a 10th grader.

ma cute little story wid my best friend..( kinda free style rap i wrote)

by Nikhil Chandwani on Saturday, 24 April 2010 at 14:12

2 yea back i met a girl on a buggy networking site she was like a pearl 1 hr a day we usd to chat alot after a month my heart was caught one fine day i took her number at last n she gave it vry fast it was mutual respect i had for her i used to think she takes me as a slur after 6 months we had a feud!! now gotto go for my tution"TO BE CONTINUED later i will tell you the rest all about our chats on orkut n text
mm..m back wid my cute story
wid my best frnd n our frnsdship to glory
we talked a lot and i made her laugh
we shared everything like a working staff
10 hour a day i used to scream her name
hehe thinking about it now it feels lame
thinking about this i m having tears in my eyes
she was and she is veryyyyyy sweet and nice
she had a boyfriend but dat guy never cared
so at last i finally dared
i told her about my feeelings for her
still i thaught she takes me as a slur
huh!! she explained me everything she had for me
n damn i took it wrong i felt broken honeybee
i changed a bit she was all d same
it was sad because i felt lame
till now she had won manii enemies but she was strong
n huh i also was going far taking her wrong
she also liked me as a best friend for ever
but huh!!! those days i was not dat clever
at last she had a brk up wid her sucka boyfriend
and i changed again she was still d same
our friendship started again d very next day
she felt broken covered wid clouds coloured gray
board exams where over and she was still sad
but soon she had a bunch of friends and i was glad
i got jelious because i didnt wanted to share
i wanted to be the only one who did care
she had loads of friends all around
huh i again changed because i was no where found
she was all the same for more than a year
i changed a lot due to a loosing fear
time passed and i also won new good friends
she was away in a new school wid a changed trend
i met manii souls who was same like me
wid same interests and i didnt knew where was she.................
4th december 2009 i again started met her
now i never considered myself a slur
she was damn cute and d same i left
huh i came to know her heart was again theft
mm.....
now what can i say she is vry cooool
but i was also not a fool
our friendship has a new beginning
love her a lot when she is trying to sing
3rd time we united again
she used to sit in her balcony talking wid me and when vehicles passed by making noise i used to weirdly scream train train
she is now serious in future of being her boyfriend's wife
what can i say..dis is truely all about the word "LIFE"
this is 4r u dea....
i know u gonna read it ...
take care
b happy dea

d bst 1 i wrote till now......for my cutiepie.

in d cold dark night i had js started to dream...omg... 
wid a jump wanna scream 
a msg frm a heart...nw should i start???????? 
thaught twice wht to reply .... 
maybe 
a smile hie.... 
nah thinkin abt senti or flirtu talks... 
i idolised the latter one bcoz flirty niXx rocks.. 
nw a despiration ... 
held my respiration......... 
will she reply???a funny phase..... 
call it crush or js a craze....... 
a msg got delivrd on my f'n mobile.... 
WTF.. 
msg showed a smile.. 
implies an indirect invitation for more..... 
ha ha ha dis really aint a bore...... 
damn loved it dis increased my crush...... 
started to blush :D ;) :) :) :P:P:P 
laughin tears...... 
cheers..... 
a step ahead to bring her near... 
killed all my fear...... 
its 1 am in the nite.... 
shared heavy feelings i had inside.. 
next day was booked..... 
d way she looked ...at me n laughd!!in utter shyness i ran 
thaught really i can.. 
bt she cleared i feared.....still one sided ..mah heart still unguided........huh! 
she is my aim.....n if life is a game...! 
then m here to play for d ray... 
of hope in winning her life..before she turns a wife...lol :D :D:P:P 
its a serious feeling nt jst a shit... 
n dats d bottom line because i mean it.. 
. 
love u dear... :D :D :D :D